Been awhile

But I am sort of unpredictable like this. This really isn't the forum to be writing this. But to be honest, I really just can't be bothered to start another blog.

And my counsellor is booked out til May 6th.

And, me, who loves telling strangers and friends alike every final detail of my person life, just really doesn't want to anymore.

I have my close friends, but over the last 3 weeks, I've been becoming more distant to them. I don't know whether this is intentional or unintentional.

I'm spending an increasing amount of time in front of this here laptop and feeling sorry for myself.

And the CnH2n+1OH doesn't help.

There's tears. There's thoughts of helplessness, but I just can't. be. bothered with the whole talking thing.

wallowing and grinding teeth just feels... Nice on the odd occasion.