waiting...

Meh looks like all it takes is a little candor, and I can't stop!!

I was emailing my flatmate today and casually slipped it into conversation that I wanted said hot blond boys number, or flatmate could just give him my number.

I've spoken to flatmate since I've been home, and nothing has been said in relation to that so far...

I'm guessing nothing will happen, cause that's my luck. I'm sad about it already. Only cause it's been so damn long since I have actually had a crush, that it all feels brand new again.

Meanwhile, tomorrow arvo I am doing the mid week after work drinks in the city. Something I used to do with my friends in the posse a lot. This time it will be Max, B and myself.

Max and B are two I've met through this new job, so I've known them both less than a year, but I love them. I can truly be myself, they think I'm funny, they don't roll their eyes at me or make jokes at my expense. And having friends like that is more important to me than having a partner.

Except this crush is making me think irrationally and I still fell like I need one.

Gosh if anyone can follow this ramble let me know!