Wednesday, May 14, 2008

More melancholy

It’s not only this crush thing that is getting me down, but it’s on my mind the most.

I am doing a job at work I do not like. I had no choice in the matter, and was pushed into it. Plus the tasks that I actually do like doing are being taken away from me and given to people I don’t like. And I have to teach them how to do it.

I have had sinus infections for weeks on end, with no sign of the mucous letting up. I am still on antibiotics, which are expensive and I can’t afford to buy them, but I’ll dip into my savings to get them.

And I have a lot of weight still left to lose by 26th July; my 10 year high school reunion. I have walked a total of 20kms this week, and STILL managed to put on a kilo in that same time. So instead of there being 13 kilos to go, there are 14. I don’t like setbacks.

This is probably why I feel something should be going right.

And my solutions for the above will be:

  1. I can’t do a thing except wait to hear the inevitable “no”.
  2. I will hold it all in til I go nuts at someone at work, because I have no other choice.
  3. I am taking a million and one tablets, supplements and sprays to try and fix it.
  4. I will keep walking, improve my diet and add little exercises in during the day. And use my treadmill more often

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