Well I am still waiting, which in itself tells me he's not interested. That's ok. I've dealt with much worse things this year alone.
The assault for example. It's wrecked me. I have no confidence in myself anymore, it has depleted my self esteem. It's brought the depression back and with that has been the major weight gain.
I am trying to solve this pharmaceutically, but it's not too successful. I am still drinking socially and my brain still hasn't learned when enough is enough...
Basically, all this together proves that I am in no position to bring someone else into all this mess surrounding me.
Until I change, my situation wont.
I just don't have the drive to change anything.
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Been there, done that, decided to come back.
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Oh oh oh :o(
They say you have to love yourself before you can love another. I don't know how true that is, but feeling bad and then feeling worse because you don't want anyone to feel worse by being with you, will only make you feel worse.
*hugs*
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